| February, 2001 |
| 28th | |
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R.e.a.l.l.y...... I'm...o.n...t.h.e...v.e.r.g.e...o.f...d.e.a.t.h.... Ugh. For a full 2 days... I have had d.i.a.r.r.h.e.a. Of course, I still have it... I'm sorry for the dirty topic. But I just want to vent my pain on something... by crying: I HAVE DIARRHOEA!!!!!! like this. It has been a long time since I last had such acute diarrhoea; will I really be at peace tomorrow...? And, oh, yes. The server was dead; why? Well, it's OK; fortunately the data remain. I was at a bar of my friend until a little while ago; I was drinking only hot water; and I was in the lavatory 15 times or so. It's so painful and I came home. But it's my fault; I should not have been there, especially until late at night. I'm studying Chinese (herb) medicine these days. I'm still on the way. Ha-ha, but it's interesting. An interesting topic. It's not good for the health to eat ice cream too much from childhood. Medicines (of Occidental medicine) are not good either. According to Chinese medicine, if one eats too much ice cream, the liver and the detoxifying function don't be developed well; in the case of girls, the mammary gland doesn't be developed well. The chemicals accumulate in the body, so in this case, if the detoxifying function is abnormal, they are worse for the health. In the case of girls, if the mammary gland is not developed well, the breasts are not filled with milk before menstruation (the menstruation does not consist of blood but of milk); the breasts bulge out before menstruation, don't they? I mean it. In this case, the old milk cannot be out completely in menstruating, and it accumulates in the mammary gland, and then it causes incomplete development of the breasts. As a result, the breasts' shape (or size) will not be normal, and the size of the left and the right will be different from each other. Moreover, they will be harder to the touch than the normal ones. Occidental doctors say that the left breast is larger because of the heart at the left. Then does it mean that girls who have the breasts of the same size have heart trouble? Because of the heartbeat and the blood circulation, the mammary gland around it works better than the right one that is far from the heart...(I guess.) But the whole body, including the mammary gland, functions normally if the internal organs and the bowels are kept healthy. And one can be more resistant. An interesting topic I heard from my teacher. The difference between Chinese medicine and Occidental medicine. The colds, for example. What are the colds? Occidental doctors say: A virus comes in the body; one will suffer from the virus when the resistance is not enough. The cure is a medicine (that is, another virus that was developed for exterminating virus invading the body); to put it in the body and let it kill the virus. And an injection (it has the same meaning). Chinese doctors say: The colds are the following: if one is in a warm or hot place, water in the body will be vaporized because of the heat, and the water will be pushed out under the skin, and pores will open because of the heat. (It's a property of matter: it becomes larger in the heat and smaller in the cold; there is no reason. It's a principle.) And we call the water coming from the pores "sweat". If one goes suddenly to a cold place in this state, the cold air will touch the skin first, and then the skin will be cold and the pores will be contracted. In this state, if water (sweat) is still left inside the skin, it will become cold gradually, and it will go through vessels of various internal organs (or is it the temperature that will go through? I don't remember well. w), and it will cause a chill and a sneeze, that is, what is called "a cold". And it seems that they don't understand the reason why Occidental doctors call it virus. The cure: to let the pores open, and to let the remaining water go out. That's all... For this purpose, they use Chinese herb. In my case, I would eat red pepper. Hi-hi! Well, I don't remember well, but roughly speaking, it's as above. Oh, yes, if one let the water remain under the skin, it will sink into muscles, and into internal organs. Then it will cause "a fever". Therefore, when one has a fever, one feels a pain in the muscle if one push it. It's the same for the joint. Wow, I will study more. I'm really interested in too many things! Well, it's OK. It's really painful; I have to go to bed. Maybe I couldn't write it well today; I'm sorry. |
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| 20th | |
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I tried to recall the distant past. Songs of my childhood. ● In the heart of a mountain in India, a snail rolls......I don't remember after this. Each has one's own version, if I remember correctly. ● 1, 2, 3 barashippo, a gorilla's son, greens, leaves, rotten tofu. Oh? I remember it, but I don't understand the reason why a gorilla's son comes here. ● Dendereryuba, detekurubatten, denderarenken, detekonken, konkorarenken, korarerarenken, konkon. ←Sing it as fast as possible. I've understood the meaning recently. ......I can recall only three songs; were there only three? Augh! Really? How on earth was my childhood......? Something that I did the most in my childhood ● Bed-wetting. (One would not be a child if one didn't do it! Chuckle.) ● Steal Mom's and relatives' money. (One would not be a child either if one didn't do it; (enigma)) ● Fight with my brothers. (A quarrel at the beginning, and pushes of each other with the finger (←it continued quite long), and then pulls of each other by the hair at the end.) ● Have a dream of vampire. (And I asked Mom to let me lie beside her, and then I kicked her every time she snored.) ● Always with my neighbouring friends. (I was not yet very fluent in Japanese, if I remember correctly,) ● Steal sweet potatoes at a neighbouring farm, and damage the farm. (An old woman with a knife in her hand appeared when she found us. ←It's true.) ● Catch crayfish and insects. (I put the crayfish in the bathtub every time; Grandma grilled and ate it every time it died. But, Grandma, it's not edible!) ● Refusal to attend school (because I was sleepy, or I would play a video game, and so on. In this case, I asked Grandma to ring to the school to say that I had a fever.) ● Hide the fact that Mom went secretly playing mah-jongg from my father. (He-he-he, I told him.) ● Hit by Mom. (She used a belt for it...Tears) ● Video games. ......It seems that I was not a very good child. Something that I did the least in my childhood ● Study ● Homework (I didn't do that especially for the summer; because it's the summer holiday, please let me take a rest.) ● Good marks. (Well, it couldn't be helped.) ● Greetings(?) ● Tell the truth (to my parents). ......Ha-ha-ha-ha, what a bad boy I was! Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha. Hmm, I will write something good next time. w |
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| 15th | |
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La-la...♪ Ohhh, I write it after an interval of 2 weeks...^^; It has been a long time; here is Takeshi. By the way, yesterday was Valentine's Day; thank you for sending me chocolates, BUT!!! Well, please let me say something to you. Many people always give me various things; I hardly deserve it, so please don't give me anything at all. Frankly, some of them seem to be so expensive, but I think I don't have a good habit to handle things carefully. How shall I express it? "Untidy", right? ...because I frequently break or lose even my own things. The presents just put pressure on me; please spend that money on showing your dutifulness to your parents. But I'm really glad only of your kindness. Thank you very much. About Valentine's Day. As far as I know, there is a habit that girls give chocolates to boys only in Japan; did you know it? (I mean, as far as I know.) In the other places, boys give girls roses or something. It is said "Lovers' Day" in Chinese; the habit in American school was the same, if I remember correctly. (I mean, from boys to girls.) A long time ago: was I still in the 6th grade of Japanese school? There was also such a habit that girls give chocolates to boys. And then, there was no chocolate in my desk at all (anyone had never given me anyway). My desk was rather filled with rubbish, if I remember correctly... But a boy next to me had many chocolates in his desk; besides, his name was also Takeshi... I: "hey, they are for me, aren't they? Maybe girls put them in your desk by mistake." That Takeshi: "......" This dialogue is a fib, but I had it in my mind. w Yone, how are you? By the way, I wanted to see Mr. Shimura's live "A-ying"... I will ask him to perform it some day. These days...no, I will not write it after all. |
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It is the first today; the main events of the month are...Valentine's Day... and the broadcast of my trip to the South Pole, aren't they? I had an interesting dream several days ago. I like dreaming; let me tell you a bit. ■About the dream Every thing, every matter in this world is energy(?), and each of them has its own colour. So are we, maybe the roots of us are white energy with nothing. We get in touch with everything as time passes. Everything→every kind of energy→every colour. On the way, we are absorbing colours that we feel comfortable. In this way, our own colours are changing little by little. I think, in conclusion, it is important which colour one wants to be. We feel happiness depending on it. We have favourite things, matters and persons; that is to say, we want to absorb the colour, and we will feel comfortable (happy) by absorbing such a colour. It is important that I compare it to colours, so there is neither good nor bad. I mean, there is neither good colour nor bad colour. Even if one defines something as bad, it only means that one doesn't feel comfortable with the colour. It's also normal that you think a colour bad and another thinks it good. In this case, it's strange that you think the person abnormal for the reason that he/she says the colour is good while you think it bad. On the contrary, the others might think your favourite colour strange. It's also the fact. But as I described above, there isn't good/bad; there are only vivid colours. Each of us was born and is living in this world of colours; that is to say, one will be a colour that one wants to be by absorbing various colours little by little on the way of life. But, in our world, there is an idea of decision of majority; according to which, a colour that the majority thinks good is indeed "good". They denigrate a minority who is happy with a certain colour. Moreover, not to be denigrated, they will have a character of colour(?) that absorbs only colours that the majority thinks good. But if you eat something that you don't think delicious, it's not delicious, isn't it? I think one's colour will be vivid only when one is a colour that one feels happy. So...let's be free. (But I'm not yet.) That's all; I think it's an interesting dream, while I wonder if there is any meaning. Hey, Onimusha, the Oni spirits are too difficult. ...but I want to see Kaede's Chinese dress, so I'll stick it out. But why Kaede will be in a Chinese dress while Samanosuke will be in a panda costume? Make both of them be in panda costumes! Hello, Capcom, my friends are misunderstanding that I proposed the large breasts of Kaede... |
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